I manage to post my very first post on this very special blog (;
ily.
we’ve twenty four hours each day, but we only have one pair of hands and one brain. when days are getting a little more tense and things are intentionally piling up, I couldnt find time to even shut my eyes and dream a little. so what if we stop breathing, time will continue running without you knowing.
when human beings are tired of no matter what, their muscles start to ache, their brain will stop functioning and think of what I am thinking now.
one song, countless feelings.
was busy with fb and i happened to come across this one song which led me to countless thoughts, or perhaps there’s a series of events going on which yes, related to them.
(x) is recently undergoing some ups n downs in her r/s. It could be an emotional breakdown, why? Because i went through it and I could exactly feel how is she feeling now. Lost, numb …. You name it, she got it. And so, I recalled the past, when I had every terrible morning and teary nights; when I lost my directions and didn’t know what and where to go next. When I was thinking of what to think about, when I am totally not me. She, I believe is going through all these. Time generally will heal every damages in our heart, will stop all the dreams we had, will let us grow up.
Then I saw this girl, who nearly become what we were, lose someone she loved. She persisted, and insisted to follow what she believed and now she is one happy person. If, she were to give up hope like us and let else one to decide for her, she won’t be what she is today. So well, if one is meant to be; be it now or later, they will always be one.
Its within a year, we seen so much changes in one another. Some were happily in love, some were still searching for directions, some I don’t even know are they still in this universe. So, who knows a year later, who will we become?
its another monday again
lesson is at 12pm today, im here to cook salad for my cafe @ fb haha.
at a side note, the past week wasnt too bad.its starting of school, had my cds changed here n there. went sgh to attend physio with mum and to zave’s birthday party n had some great laugh over the dance the children had. went all the way to have 5th generation porridge at chinatown etc etc.
sis is moving back for a wk bcos ben is gg to re-serve the country. n next month will be aden’s 1st birthday! time flies, dont you agree?
Finally an update agn.
Has been busy with wrk n driving. Wrk is gd though is bored almost all the times but, the colleagues were really fun to hang ard maybe its because we are from the same school, there were some sort of commons to talk and gossip about. Its really a nice job, simply because its like easy money and no stress.
Driving is……… well, I don’t knw how to explain and elaborate laugh out loud. ‘ll see how it goes on the 15th then. End wrk at five every wkday, so thats pretty easy to spend time with loves. Had lbj, went ikea and next up, celebrating bil’s birthday and waiting for school to start.
My New Bf
My Newer Bf
Took the extension out with the help of adel, but those above are my real hair. They kept falling and its lk no ending, I am damn bloody afraid, its like those kind of terminal diseases I swear. Feels weird with slightly shorter hair though.
As for today, we went to visit grandma in the morning and though I could only catch half of what she is telling me and she couldn’t catch almost what I was saying. But I still sat there, hold her hands and nod my head. She is like saying the same stories today again, but I can see she’s really aging. I looked at those photos she had in her room, and I reflected alot.
To those times when we used to visit her once in a wk, when we went overseas together and how I stunned her with my amazing swimming skills. When we admitted her to the hospital in the middle of our reunion dinner, when we went to temple and I heard her saying her prayings which is all about us. When she secretly whispered to me, saying how the neighbours told her that their grandchildren went to uni and so and so. There are so many things, time passes so quickly and everything seemed so like ytd.
How nice being a kid huh?
At a sidenote, I totally forget about tmr’s driving. And ohhh my gawd, October is nearing and im dead. I must die die get 21 points, dont laugh !
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whenever hols are here, I never fail to turn nocturnal. Anyway, ‘ve been tensed since papers ended and today is finally results day. Glad that I managed to clear everything, and shall nt elaborate more on that because gpa sucks. Well, its surprising that I’ve been lazing around at home since exams’ over. Sometimes I sit around the house, sometimes I lay on the bed and dozed off. Sometimes I watched my mom playing her fb until dawn. I worked a little, and is still trying hard to search for another job.
Meanwhile, I am still busy with driving lessons because TP is drawing near. Still busy with aden every monday, and it has been long since we had xiao long bao from lao bj already leeeehh BBE ~
