MP no programming ok.

OH… had went through a hectic week. busy with deciding on which major proj to choose from, looking for lecturers and sort, and I guess all the projects and everything is coming up next week or the week after. exam schedule’s out, cny is study wk and study wk is cny oh my gawd.

and speaking of mp, we avoided everything about programming because we dont want to have 21 wks of hard time. we landed ourselves with Mdm Oei (o-wee), I think she’s gd, but haha its too early to say.

Tomorrow is wrking day, since idk hw many days ago.

great women.

If you give her a house, she’ll give you a home.

If you give her groceries, she’ll give you a meal.
If you give her a smile, she’ll give you her heart.

She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her.
So, if you give her a bit of crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit.

resolution came in time.

remember that first post of this site, resooooolution of the yr 2009? its seems so funny because they dont look like resolutions to me for now, wonder what I am thinking and why did I came up with such a dumb list at that time.

on a brighter note, I somehow felt mission accomplished upon looking at ‘em. well, thou I didn’t manage to complete my driving before July… but at least it still came before the year ends. and yes, Aden had well celebrated his first birthday and he’s enjoying till now, because he would always clap his hands with his oh-so innocent smile whenever we sang birthday songs.

anyway, school had started two days back. assignment has its deadline which falls on thurs, and I have yet to touch on it. another test is next wk, seems that being a student is so contradicting. Because once holiday ends, I start to miss holidays and once school ends, I start to miss school. All these just goes around because now, I am starting to miss those old childhood times. If I have a chance to return back to those times, would I still think like before; yearning to grow up fast, become some adult and hit her 2os in less than 72 hours?

In any case, if I forget or so. Happy 2010 (:

Finally

I manage to post my very first post on this very special blog (;

ily.

NICE.

we’ve twenty four hours each day, but we only have one pair of hands and one brain. when days are getting a little more tense and things are intentionally piling up, I couldnt find time to even shut my eyes and dream a little. so what if we stop breathing, time will continue running without you knowing.

when human beings are tired of no matter what, their muscles start to ache, their brain will stop functioning and think of what I am thinking now.

);

one song, countless feelings.

was busy with fb and i happened to come across this one song which led me to countless thoughts, or perhaps there’s a series of events going on which yes, related to them.

(x) is recently undergoing some ups n downs in her r/s. It could be an emotional breakdown, why? Because i went through it and I could exactly feel how is she feeling now. Lost, numb …. You name it, she got it. And so, I recalled the past, when I had every terrible morning and teary nights; when I lost my directions and didn’t know what and where to go next. When I was thinking of what to think about, when I am totally not me. She, I believe is going through all these. Time generally will heal every damages in our heart, will stop all the dreams we had, will let us grow up.

Then I saw this girl, who nearly become what we were, lose someone she loved. She persisted, and insisted to follow what she believed and now she is one happy person. If, she were to give up hope like us and let else one to decide for her, she won’t be what she is today. So well, if one is meant to be; be it now or later, they will always be one.

Its within a year, we seen so much changes in one another. Some were happily in love, some were still searching for directions, some I don’t even know are they still in this universe. So, who knows a year later, who will we become?

its another monday again

lesson is at 12pm today, im here to cook salad for my cafe @ fb haha.

at a side note, the past week wasnt too bad.its starting of school, had my cds changed here n there. went sgh to attend physio with mum and to zave’s birthday party n had some great laugh over the dance the children had. went all the way to have 5th generation porridge at chinatown etc etc.

sis is moving back for a wk bcos ben is gg to re-serve the country. n next month will be aden’s 1st birthday! time flies, dont you agree?